A popular saying goes "Half the problems in this world are solved if people do half the things that they want to do but never do". Someone must have kept me in mind before writing that. This is what I guess they call control, control of your mind your body and your soul. Accomplishing your tasks no matter how small they are or how menial they are just adds that much confidence in you. I have decided to name them as Mental blocks. Not long ago I had to work on a task that demanded extensive focus but my mind just wasn't into it. In order to punish myself and also for self-motivation I decided I wouldn't jog, nor blog nor mail etc i.e. other mental blocks in my mind. This instead has boomeranged very badly. Not only have I become lazy in not doing things, I have just let things move on in a slow pace.
Jogging. One of the best things that happened to my life. It really was. Last year for almost 9 -10 months I was full into it and it was so darn refreshing. I had lost hellava weight and was feeling very upbeat. Just checked my weight recently and I see that I have now touched 81 kg, 4 Kg increase in 4 months time. Not bad by usual standard but really that's worse. I have been trying to revive it on and off. Here is what I have decided now. I am gonna eat junkiest and fattiest foods on the day I don't do jogging, starting from today.
Distractions. New found discovery - Serials takes your mood off on anything. Over the last few weeks I had been watching Dexter and Breaking Bad. With them in place I hadn't been able to do anything else at all. First I wanted to put one mail to Jash, second was to look at the videos that Niks had sent, third was to speak with Ranjit regarding his beautiful daughters and to get in touch in general. None of it has happened. God knows why.
Blog, well what can I say about the Blog. It just hasn't kicked off the way I wanted it to be. There seems to be no time at all. Even this very thing that this post mentions has taken me 3 weeks to write. Don't wonder too much if it lacks any coherence from start to finish.
