Monday, January 21, 2008

WTH is happening?

8 Days...8 freaking days since I installed Visual Studio 2008 trial version and I have programmed not a thing.
Ain't written no mail to Laddoo

Haven't completed the Quinn's Quest to Laptop series..

--ditto-- with " Elsevier Week "


Why do I feel extreme laziness in doing what I like the most? And adding more salt to the injury I might have been robbed of this blog too had it not been for Citrix. I would have loved to put all the blame on Hari for asking me to bed early (oy..no pun intended). Were it not for his no-so-subtle-hints about his loathing for me having the lights on till 3 to 4, maybe I could have done at least some of the things listed above..

Frankly excepting surfing I wasn't doing anything significant anyway during those times , so I saw no point in eihter protesting or satisfying myself thinking if-only-hari-didn't-ask-me-to switch the lights off. Partly maybe the initial euphoria of savoring "my precious". Loading all the movies, updating the anti-virus, some softwares and oh, yes, how the heck can I forget downloading movies.

I said to myself last Friday at the same time as I am typing this : Next week I am going to completely focus on the job. Complete the new requirements one by one , constanlty imagining the shock on the face of Sunil (our onsite lead) when he reads out estimate for coding as : 2 days . In the process having a photo of the same..Tadaaan...

Ok back to reality. The situation is as good as it was a week back. No damn progress. On top of which I am again doing the same things I have been doing the last week and the week prior to that which is :
  1. Log on to Citrix.
  2. Open Outlook and check mails
  3. Then go to IMDB.com , read through some posts, reply if I can (which I don't)
  4. Go to Top 250 and start goign through the ones I wish I had
  5. yada yada...

Sometime in the middle just go through the requirement doc. And also keep checking if Mahider is watching over me or if Shrikanth is going around. It sounds silly trying to act like a school kid hiding himself when the teacher starts coming to the back rows..

Ok, now for some action: I solemnly pledge/swear that from now onwards I am going to get up early in the morning, do at least "some " development work if not the whole website.

!!!AMEN!!!!

Jeez, did I really write all that??

Friday, January 18, 2008

Elsevier Week

When was the last time you took part in something for the first time? There were many such occasions for me but the result was not always satisfying and most notable of them was the New Year Bash that was held here( seriously our college fest was 100 times better). I am glad to say Elsevier week wasn't such.

The first on the menu was "Caps and T-Shirt Day" (Day 1 in the mundane language). Until and unless someone told you that this day meant meant a cap and a T-Shirt had to be worn you would never know that it is. You see, there were only 5 to 6 with a cap on. Anyways around 4:30, an hour late than planned (as is the Indian norm :D ) we were all assembled near the basketball ground. Teams were divided by numbering out all the odds and even ones with whole team standing in a circle and for a while I thought Leonard (from Memento) possessed me because no sooner did I recite my number and the round ended I forgot what it was I chose. Once agreable but THREE times? My fears were short-lived though thanks to Kunal who seems to suffer from the same. Phew!! It was with a great reluctance and sense of absolute dread I went with my 2 team to be part of the circle as we were about to play Elimination game. My mind was busy churning out images of the events that might follow like Musical Chairs, Antakshari which among many others are the two most favorited(Heaven Knows why? ) and frequent chores that happens when all the aunts and uncles with the unfortunate children (for someone above the class 10 that's much more worse...man I have been to those quite many times...) and this was the cause of dread within in me. No offense intended. The scene here was eerily reminiscent of the same excepting that this time around it is all the tweenies here..

But boy o boy what a game it actually turned out to be. There was constant adrenaline rush within to get the team out and the sense of urgency was quite palpable on all the faces. Shoot the legs, that's the rule and shoot we did alright with ball going from one corner(not exactly a circle it was) to another and the whole bunch within trying to dodge the attacks was as exciting as seeing last few overs of the T-20 World Cup finale. The excitement just got better in the second half as I found myself jumping, running and finally falling (which saw me out of the game) to avert the oncoming onslaughts. I might have appealed for third umpire as it was not 100% sure if the ball had touched me and ultimately save the game for our team who unfortunately lost. Not all was proper though there were some rumours floating around of how Rishvi had manipulated her watch and that the 1 team broke the rules and were huddled much closer than expected (which still haven't been confirmed by the sources...).

Moving on (and thankfully my fears were unfounded) it was the Tug-Of-War and mind you it did turn out to be one with some heavy casualities. Kunal, Uvarajan and me were the most affected of all. It was again between team 1 and 2 in a space of 3 rounds. Being in the first round and taking the bait was me. Tying hankie first on the hand and making one round go through my fist I held the defense ready for the call. Whistle blew and aaaaaahhhhh... oh..god what a pain it was! Not mental pain not because we lost three times (that of course was part of it) but the physical. What in the world was a nylon thread doing here. It should have been jute all the way. I was actually expecting some resistance with cheers and encouragement but man this turned out to be a 5 to 10 seconds affair. Even now it stumps me how the other team did manage. Surely something fishy out there...again a Rishvi conspiracy? Did she know which end was more secure beforehand?(unconfirmed yet.. :D)

The best of the day was yet to come. Everybody there burst out laughing seeing Imtiaz and his buddy running hand in hand totally mindless of the embarressment they are causing or the absurdity of doing such thing and set out trying to outrun the teams of two's who were tied leg-in-leg to reach the mark. What a site it was! Strange it may seem but the micheveous duo couldn't cross the mark. All in all a wholesome entertainment.

What truly hit me was the energy and sportiveness with which everbody participated and made the day most memorable. For the first time I felt a sense of belonging and oneness. Well there ended the day one but not the fun....You ain't seen nothing yet

!!!!Watch out for Day 3.!!!!


(Oh..hello,, I do know numbers , Day 2 ain't worth the line I am typing out here. So don't bother...)

Friday, January 11, 2008

Te zee Pe On I yum dee be - yippie yippie

Did I miss something? Blimey, how could it happen. The moment I saw it I knew I had to take a print screen and save it somewhere. There was no way it was going to stay for long on the chart. And boy o boy was I not true. One Week there it was and flash out of the chart and kicked into oblivion. I guess there ain't many regular fellas liking Indian movies for sure to be so kind to allow a mainstream entry into the elite team.

Haven't followed anything yet, pathetic, well click here and that my friends is a achievement in itself. Personally though I thought it was average fare.

Sunday, December 23, 2007

Job Vs Studies - Case I

Reading "The Amulet Of Samarkand" and enjoying the extremely rib-tickling confrontation between Bartimayeaus and the minor imp of Lovelace a thought struck me. Unlike being helpless ( like the I time felt like bloggin on the train) or resourcless ( everytime or the other when I want to, net is always with someone else...) or don't-feel-like-blogging mood, I am extremely fresh and excited having the thoughts pour out. Let's see how I will be able to let my readers construe.(A GRE word...well of late I observed Adarsh consciously or unconsiously trying to butt in some gre words...hmm..that's good, how else would I improve my sophistication anyway, but to me it just seems ..damn..can't recollect that word :D )

It's been more than a year and a half out of the "studies" but for the first time ever I felt the necessity of comparing with college days and the job at hand.

The Task at Hand:

I have a task at hand now that needs to completed by this coming friday. I have no clue as of now of how I am going to accomplish and if it will be a happy-ending-go-home-party ending like the "The Case of Missing e-ISBN" (will blog that shortly...and which perhaps has changed many things from then..) happend the last time with me. Ideally this weekend I should have gone there and given it a try. But I just didn't feel like going. I feel tempted to let it go down the wire where I can revel in the glory of pain,tension,helplessness and important of all "underperformance". Man, I tell you the engineering habits are hard to take them off. Had it been in .Net may be I would have perused through numerous sites and posted on several forums and work my ass off to get the results and try to do more than asked. Ouch...painful memories, that's what happens when you don't know the difference between ASP and ASP.net.

The thing is for me to ask for help would require me to explain the whole project which I can't and I very much doubt I would find the person with a time to spare and skill in hand (ASP in this case :) ) to help me. Well coming back to the topic of the blog, the present scenario is quite similar to the days before the External exams. I should have been really tensed, reducing my t.v. hours, download hours, talking on the phone (well that is minor of course...) but I am none of that now..

The main difference as I see is the approach now. In THIS case at least I don't have to read, or memorize or practise or tick the units on the Syllabus book or phone George, Vijay or Venkat to get some concepts right. Right now though I am happily lazing off my time reading the novel, taking a break, blogging about my nebulous(hurrah!!!...another one...not bad...) thoughts while simultaneously checking on Azerues on the torrent status of the PoTC - 3. Phew!!! Nothing beats that out. What I am getting at is I have nothing to prepare or read or memorize and stuff. Sligly adjusting the words of Gandalf the Grey..All I need to do decide is what to do with the time that is given to me...Tomorrow I will go there ( a little early though..at least I am not that bad and stupid to gleefully accept the incompetency) open the editor, think of few appoaches and try them out. Ok..ok..I understand your arguments of protest and self-defence: No way dude, there are so many thing I would do at home to be prepared in that sort of siutation than your stupid blogging , reading. But as I said, THIS case, Had it been .Net :D I would have deleted this blog.No wait on second thought I wouldn't mind having one though :D...Apart from this the other minor difference would be I would be reading for marks (...and I mean literally for marks , nothing else...) in the former case and here it is for the Client handshake.

Truly I am beginning to see what an amazing field this IT is. Man, Software Develpment truly rocks!!!!

(Well I guess this would be a ideal reason of defense to Vishali who so sweetly and politely asked me to bring some articles for Christmas..and I feel really bad now to let her down...but can't help it anyway...)

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

Configuring Laptop

(Tickets are booked. Date is confirmed. Understood so far??? Read these first...)

(a.k.a) Quinn's Quest For Laptop - III

This actually can be read a stand alone but would be better if you want to get into the groove of things if you read the series.Looks like 7th is when I would have the chance to put my hands on my most awaited priceless possession ( beating HP7) and my delay would only jeopardize the series. Actually this idea of writing what I am going to do once I have system is because of a blog on "What will I do after I format my desktop? " by some guy. It was an fascinating read and quite a fun too because I can actually feel myself telling : " Man...That's exactly what I do...".Well this ain't a desktop I know but still I guess one can relate to it. Okay..here goes my: Operation Laptop...



Operation Laptop


Phase I : Security
  1. Run MCPR.exe - a uninstaller tool by McAfee to clean uninstall the mcafee product. (As I am getting one with a trial period of 30 days and no way in hell am I going to renew it...).
  2. Install AVG Anti-virus latest version.
  3. Use Norton Partition Magic 8.05 to partition my disk. (Desktopers can skip this step).
  4. Install Commodo Firewall Pro - the best one there is in my honest opinion.
  5. Spybot Search & Destroy - a must have to remove the spyware...

Phase II : Tools & Utitlities

  1. Microsoft Office 2003
  2. TuneUp Utilities 2007
  3. Nero 7.1 Professional
  4. WinRar 3.71 Final
  5. Adobe Acrobat Reader 8.0
  6. Mozilla Firefox 2.0
  7. Opera 9.1
  8. Picasa Web
  9. Typing Master...Always wanted this to learn numbers...let's see if I can...
  10. TweakUIPowerToy for Windows XP Only...
  11. LimeWirePro 4.31
  12. Azureus - Far far better compared to BitTorrent, UTorrent, eDonkey

Phase III: Audio & Video

  1. Real Player 10.0 - darn thing needed for once in a blue moon rm files...nevertheless have to have it.
  2. VLC MediaPlayer
  3. DivX 7.0 Bundle

Phase IV : .Net

  1. Visual Studio 2005 Professional
  2. SQL Server 2005 Enterprise Edition- Evaluation for developers
  3. SilverLight Extension

Of the list I have missed out WindowBlinds , a stardock product which will be phased out shortly depending upon the impact on the laptop. Chitti, were he to see this list, would almost cut half the softwares and he feels they are just waste of OS space and RAM space but I guess I have to convince him to see the beauty of these apps. After all this what would be left is the actual files I need to keep.

The following movies have to be on my HDD:

  • My Neighbour Totoro
  • Grave of the Fireflies
  • Princess Mononoke
  • Spirited Away
  • Laputa - Castle in the Sky (basically all Miyazaki's collection)
  • Akira
  • Requiem For a Dream
  • Fight Club
  • Dil Chahta Hai
  • Sarfarosh
  • Athadu

And some more along with all the photos and all the books and all the video tutorials...ooph..one heck of a job left to be done....And what I am eagerly awaiting is to see the performance of my laptop after doing all this....

Well that ends it....

(Stay tuned to see the actual THING ...)

Monday, November 26, 2007

Quinn's Quest For Laptop - II

Now that I got back to my senses the first thing I did was go to the Dell US site as I see that third world countries are uniformly snubbed out of "chat live" feature, an exceptional feature. I mean of course the toll free helpline numbers exist but any given time I would love to chat than talk.

One of my frustrations with Dell was XP option was completely wiped out with many models and I desperately wanted one. For this the dell fella proved to be hellava help. Not only that he also informed me about becoming "dell care customer", a one step sign in process, with which one can avail further 3% discount. Most importantly I learnt I can partition the disk with no issues at all. Prior to this talking Joy had told me some laptops especially dell ones can't be partitioned at all and with all my 6 year download-install-format experience I knew how important partitions are. Without any exception I make it a point to store all my files anywhere except C:.



There was something else running on my mind. Few months before when Hrithik was configuring his laptop Ranjit had strongly suggested him to go for 9 cell and a matter of 2 grand is worth every rupee. I called up Joy again and had a series of talks with him starting with the time of delivery, the warranty period, and also about the batteries. Somehow I feel he has the air of authenticity in what he talks and he talks no crap I tell you. I must have called him up like 5 to 6 times to talk about the same topic again and again i.e. the batteries, will it be worth it? Can I not wait? Will it not be heavy? Can I compromise? . Thanks buddy, I really admire patient people and you are the best. The twist of the story is : I had to compromise on 6-Cell (money problem :( )

Ok..here goes my final config list and I am freaking happy about it and the cost could have been much much lesser if not for Core 2 Duo instead of Dual Core...

  • Midnight Blue
  • Processor – Intel Core 2 Duo T5250
  • Operating System- Genuine Windows XP Professional
  • Memory – 2GB
  • Hard Drive – 160 GB
  • Internal Optical Drive- CD/DVD Writer

What follows next in the series is highly technical, stuff about what softwares I am going to install..Watch out!!!!!!!

Wednesday, November 21, 2007

Quinn's Quest For Laptop - I




(Note: Please Read this for continuity)

Now that I knew I needed to have one, the next question was which one to take with so many competetors- Dell, Lenovo, Compaq, Acer,VAIO. Programming is what I need and top of that after reading SO MANY bad reviews about Vista , it's hardware bankruptancy I decided on XP.

A Deadly Danger Averted:
....begin...
It was Sunday and was my first working "weekend" after I have come to the new project. Only the day before Teja had told me about his friend who would be coming to India and also that there are some real good discounts of 250$. From a week prior to this my search for the right configuration had begun with DELL being the ultimate winner. The reason being with the kind of configuration I need DELL turns out to be the lowest and in some cases I couldn't configure to what I want with others. The only glitch was this would take at least 3 weeks to come from the time it is ordered. Finally I had everything charted out and my initial configuration looked quite attractive and I still wasn't in i-hate-everything-about-vista mould.


  • Windows Vista Home Premium
  • 2 GB RAM
  • Integrated Web Cam
  • 250 GB HDD
  • Intel Core 2 Duo
  • Blue cover with Wireless Logitech Mouse.
and everything else that comes by default totalling aroudn $1380 with discount of $350. That morning his friend was online and hurried me on to confirm my details as the supposed "discount" period was going to expire. We both were hooked with gtalk and the talks went on. Time was ticking by and the cab fella wasn't the usual either. I went over the list thrice with him and gave my assent assuring that within few days the money would be transferred and left for the office.


!!!!!Could have almost ruined my life..that's Teja for you !!!!!

It was not until the cab reached Infy building did it strike me WHAT the hell am I going to tell my dad? Oh, god he would make a minced meat of me with his plus/minus point comparisions. Though I had mailed my friends, cousins and all I know in US for any "prospects" I haven't received any response. I mean I just struck out my first deal. That as far as dad is concerned i am dead. On top of that anti-Vista feelings have started to sink in. So I called up Chitti for his thoughts and I found out that everything was not that bad as the supposed discounts I might get around Christmas would be give or take 30$. I calmed a little.

Trrrrrrrrrrrrr... goes my phone and I was glad it was Mr.Ranganayakulu on the phone. Before I could really pour my heart out and ask him to hold the deal back I learnt that discount was pfff and that the next time it would come he would let me know. This my friends is what they call blessing in disguise or better still "Luck favors the brave " ( very very inappropriate .. i know..).

...ends here...

Holy Crap!!! What the hell was I thinking? Vista??? I mean....Vista?? Was I nuts or what after seeing how bad the perfomance is with Hari bearing the witness and a 20 GB of disk wastage for that chunky , non-impressive software?? Damn, how close I was in committing yet another grave mistake and man I don't know how much further I could have tolerated...

To be continued...

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Prelude to Quinn's Quest For Laptop

Remember remember the month of September ??

Ok it was March, but it won't rhyme you see.. The Day Bofore the Big C series? . It's the turn of my laptop now and this time because I don't exactly know when it's gonna come but it IS gonna come in December. First of all I want to thank sincerely from bottom of my hear to my roommate, ex-classmate, friend and well wisher Hari Krishan a.k.a. harikris . The time he changed the password and refused to share it with me I knew I needed to do something about it and vowed myself I would not touch his laptop again and had sticked to it till yesterday ( when I had to use...) .



!!!!!HariKris...the Laptop Dude....!!!!!

In his place I would have felt the same. I mean wouldn't it be too uncomfortable for you to see someone else installing softwares that you would never use, reading and practising on your machine instead of giving it rest, watching movies at will whenever time permits? If your answers to the above questions is yes, well he has taken the next logical step. This wouldn't normally happen at homes but at room when you are forced to share systems these things matter. I saw no point in exlaining that all those things that he sees in Add/Remove components are bundled softwares and that I can't really chose what I won't use and what I would use. The softwares in question: SQL Server 2005 Express Edition, Visual Studio Web Express 2005.( Geeks your comments please?...Can I?). That's about him. And again ain't no finger pointing here. No sir, no..


!!!!!Eswar...obviously...the Desktop Dude....!!!!!

Now the other alternative: the desktop. I have a stiff competetion with what Eswar also practising real hard I had to have it. I am very much thankful to Eswar too for his dedication to work and working for hours in pursuit of glory!!! Frankly without these two guys displaying and doing what they did the thought of Laptop would have never materialized. And well like any software developer out there I wanted one.

What follows next is how I went about chosing for one....

A La Maudling in the making eh??

What's wrong with me these days? Why am I expecting abundant sympathy,words of comfort,pat on the back etc. from everyone?

Of course I knew she left because she had some work and for that what do I do? Write a long mail around 4'o clock in the night with overdose of sadness, masala and unnecessary details. It's good she gave a fitting reply. And with that I guess the situation has taken a slight different turn. It's too early to say but for days I saw the signs anyway.

Keeping that apart at the drop of the hat I am ready to cry like a baby babbling out everything and how things are going so bad for me. Mistake after Mistake. It's a bit reminiscent of how Ranjit felt initially in the project and me still managing two projects. But seriously what can I do? With the two options out of the way I might be stuck up in this bloody thing for the next one year to come? ONE DAMN YEAR!!!!!

I gues I have to accept it as is and keep looking for a way out and stick on with it. Here on this day and on this very blogspot I take a vow not to crib again to anyone about anything and "Chillax and get on with my work". Damn..I must have looked like a stalker ready to cry and embrace words of hope with the way I am going about cautiously asking for apology then thanking then again crying, ...phew..let me end this never ending saga now.

In the words of Kurt Cobain " I'd Rather be hated for who I am than be loved for who I am not, Wanting to be someone else is a waste of who you are . " - Bloody hell, I am back.

Ahem...Taking back my words from earlier post today I have successfully fixed a horrendous CR that has been literally plaguing me for so many days in fact 3 weeks to be precise and had well threatened my plans for Diwali..

!!!Happy days are ahead!!!

Tuesday, November 13, 2007

First Project, First..er..Second Impression

Haven't blogged for a month? Pathetic. That's what my state is now : Pathetic. It is not as if this is something new as I have done this quite regularly in the past. But this time it is out of emotional depravity and internal turmoil that has kept me away from blogging.

Came early today to get the e-ISBN done but it just refuses to make itself understood. My incapacity to tackle the problem and get it completed before the D-Day makes me feel terrible and it further bogs me down. It is so frustrating to find yourself helpless to get results not because you haven't tried different ways of tackling the issue but beacause you can't understand it. Added to this is the fact that feelings of Inferiority Complex have accumulated as a bonus. It looks like of all the people from the erstwhile team I am left to lick my own bloody wounds with everyone else in a better position.

Not a day passes without me thinking and recollecting that Terrible day of interview and the events that followed: Huge mail to Julie, 2 Euphoric blogs on this subject,"ippude gantuleyaku inka kotha project etlundo teledu kada" ani adarsh annappudu "edaina gani Usha kanna goramyinidi edi vundadu kada ra " ani nenandam, Talks with Potharaju and his subsequent molifcation, failure to see the simple difference between ASP and ASP.Net, not talking with Shrikanth when Ranjit had approached him. Asalu how did I commit such mistake? I feel as if I have done the biggest mistake of my life.

I have tried to crrect them but it was too late. After hearing so many people telling me so many things and opinions on how to keep cool and go on with life Julie's words stand out " Enjoy your work...Most important".

Well the funny part is my emotions keep on going from one extreme to other in the sense some days it remains light and some other times I just go into real bad depression. Coming to the project, heck I don't think I will ever write anything about this goddamn project and let me keep my blog clean at least..