What A Day!!!!

Well..well...
"She said, she is not sure when she goes" said Swati and damn I thought someone just shot right through my heart. As Ms.Ponnan rightly put it THE only motivation for us to come and do what we are doing even though what we are doing have been doing again and again for the third time and the sole reason being She might go. What the HECK????

Damn, this comes along when we hear Bhav getting into some other team. It is amazing how fast the mind can travel and when time becomes a non-entity just as if it doesn't exist. I was struggling hard to try getting the Circle name, and the total into a list item and the sorting it out independently depending upon the total. Trying for a structure, then going for an array I was going on experimenting. A little more of time would have been fruitful. But then Ranjit comes along and we end up in the discussion room regarding db design for Workstation. Frankly I didn't want to go but had to. Anyway half-listening to what they are saying, half thinking how to do the sorting time moved on.

Bhav comes along carrying the news of requirement in Motorola Project. God..if only she didn't ask us if we could volounteer as they needed to resources. The work to be done is so fully loaded thanks to HER that we can't say YES to anything. I mean either we work our ass off night and day continously, wrap the thing up or just quit on it. The second choice is ruled out what with Manu asking ever so politely 'when can i start using??' ..do we bloody hell have a choice ??. Coming to the first one we are fed up with seeing the same things again and again and again ( Man.. i love this phrase...it just so perfectly sums up my feelings...) that there is no enthu, zeal, that urge, that whatever to get it finished. The initial excitement has waned. Suddenly we just weren't there in the room. Time flew by. Heads down, happy for Bhav but ruminating on the future time flew by and that is what I mean when I said what a beautiful thing time is....

The time when we were of the type sacrificing Saturdays and Sundays getting the things on time. It just ain't there. Again thanks to HER it's-not-change-it-is-requirement bull shit. The other reason being as I see, hearing news of anonymous calls to our mates started drifting our minds off and something else is occupied in our mind now "We have to get out of this project hook or by crook whatever be the case". We have lost it. We are so freaking exhausted that we just want this thing to get over and take rest.

Again thanks to HER this looked so remote. I mean with her brainwashing discussion of 4 hours which was a spectacle in itself trying to make HER understand what exactly happens when we alter DB and how the changes happen was like :Making a LKG student understand how to ride an Aeroplane? Simply put Mission Impossible INFINITY. So all these things are somehow interlinked and the zeal is just ain't there.

Thinking all this each one of us were in a different world altogether (a real damp, dull and gloomy one ...make no mistake...). Hardly talking and laughing out at our own miseries the day passed...

And that day was Y-e-s-t-e-r-d-a-y.

Boy..o..boy... Excepting the time I had during the Techfest prep, there never has been so many ups and downs ...that swelling of emotions is worth living for. So hearing that SHE indeed is going to go, our joy knew no bounds. We were ecstasic to put it mildly and in the words of Ranjit 'Asalu EAMCET Lo first rank vachina inta feeling undedi kademo...'

Let's see how long this joy of ours is going to last but as long as it does I am going to relish every moment of it...what with Harry Potter finale coming the day after....It's like Icing on the Cake....

YUMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY